Kathryn D'Agostino

Tag: trauma

  • Authenticity

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    Originally Posted on August 28th, 2023 Born from movies & tv shows, peers, and parentsI’ve moved through the world under the delusion that I was presenting my authentic self Trauma pulled me down off that high horse         Now I’m drowning in my own self-hatred                  It was always unending love and respect for others but not…

  • Swimming

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    Originally Posted on August 19th, 2023 When drowning in pain the only solution is to swim upwards towards the glimmer of light and the noises above. This is me swimming for that deep breath of fresh air. I’ll let you know when I get there.

  • She said,

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    Originally Posted March 13th, 2023 “I am not here to judge you, only to molest youStrip you of your dignity Crack open your chest and let your vitality spill on the floorI am the curtain and there is nothing but a man behind meI emptied myself out before anyone else could” – She said

  • Pacifist not Passive

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    Originally Posted on March 12th, 2023 Like a sitting duckWe are prey We are not human Humanity is for those who pray My existence is contingent on enduring the pain of the unspoken rules My life matters less because they say so My rights are not human I am a monster of their creation How…

  • woe-MEN

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    Originally Posted on March 10th, 2023 In a field dominated by women you would think there would be an overflowing of empathy and compassion but instead there are the shrieking cries of “pick me.” Women who have tricked themselves into believing that if they inflict pain on their fellow sisters they will be spared the…

  • Stranger

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    Originally Posted on March 9th, 2023 In the distance stood the Table mountain, the lack of peak blunted against the blue and white sky, the sun reflecting off of the snowy sides. I was walking on the frozen sand, waves lapping ever so gently on the shore. He looked over at me with a knowing…

  • They Killed Me

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    Originally Posted on March 8th, 2023 They took my life away/ ripped my beating heart from my chest and dangled it in front of my face. They said they were being nice/ said they were good people doing good things. They said they work for the government so that makes their actions wholesome and pure.…

  • Scream

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    Originally Posted on February 27th, 2023 stuckfrustrated annoyed confused conversations no explanation purge me of every thought in my head one at a time screamrespond people in the middle of the night everyone in a delusional land refuse acknowledge no control release into the abyssscreamfall see where the ground meets  life ends or begins or…

  • She

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    Originally Posted on February 24th, 2023 I don’t want to face a younger me And tell her it doesn’t get better. Tell her she is let down by society. Her goodness does not matter.People will hurt her and they wont think twice. People will hurt her and they wont think twice. She will spend time…

  • Willingness

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    Originally Published on April 19th, 2020 It feels like my whole life my biggest dream has been to climb a mountain and scream at the top of my lungs. I’ve seen them do it in movies and they always feel better afterward. But maybe that’s just a metaphor for how opening our voices to the…